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Mar 27, 2010

30) No Smiles for A While

I'm defined solely by my wide smiles,
But I haven't been happy for miles and miles,
Driving down this road is tiring me,
Don't want to keep up the smiling scene.

I don't know if it's her who's not gonna be here
Tomorrow to hold my hand as I cry,
Or him who's gonna be wreathed in hurt
Asking himself "why, why, why"?

Or is it you? Who's simple words make me shy,
The melody I hear kissing your round lips,
The beauty you frame through letters
Gives a woman definite eyes and shapely hips.

Or is it just me? I've been staring at too many things at one time,
And the motion just pierces my eyes, I'm sick of seeing lies,
Visions burst, cloud my sight, thoughts cloud my mind,
I embrace relaxation, and though I deserve none, the bond I bind.

Too much in this world of mine,
I can't reply that I'm just fine,
There' is too much happening in too little time,
Confusion truly seems like a crime.

29) Something's Not the Same

It seems like we've been walking on a line
Made of darkness and decline
And formed with shapes and ideas and speech
We were just too blind to see.

There's been a hand squeezing our hearts,
So all that bleeding happiness departs
And maybe it's something in the air, a disease-
A tormenting black plague never to cease

Can you tell by the way the light bends away
That there is darkness, there is something wrong,
Someone's not living their song.
Do you feel it as I do, the clouds emerging to rain today
Days stretch too far and too long
Our faces sit dull, masked and oblong.

Looking beside me I see a thousand tears,
And behind me, there's nothing but glazed eyes and flattened ears!
In the mirror, I can't help seeing the same,
The greetings of the season are here in God' name...

You and I, standing in a world that's plagued by
A kind grip that tells me things are going to change,
Days pass by, you and I, we stand by each other
Knowing that there's something,
Just something,
Like a little word
Or a rogue emotion,
A star not in motion,
A blinding potion,
An impulsive notion,
Something's just not the same,
Something's just not the same.

Mar 21, 2010

28) Slashes on My Wrist

The searing pain I feel across my chest
Is all your fault;
Tears are beginning to glaze my eyes,
Black drops on the asphalt
And by the end of the night
I know I'm going to lose this fight
With my own will and my own ways
Because I've been thinking for days and days and days-

Is this really what I want, the pain?
Do I want to feel hurt all over again?
Isn't it better to end such reckless insanity?
When you told me, my eyes did rain
Tears of fear and hopeless on the terrain
Left me wondering, is this your charity?

I would never want you to go like this,
Sad and crying that you I'd terribly miss
But this darkness - it won't stop mobbing me.
I know there's a way to stop the ripping in my chest,
Sorrow can get to the best of the best
Blood is clouding all I could see.

Distract me from this emotional backlash;
Sharp blades I see; a hidden stash-
Just one swipe and it'll all be gone
(The pain, the hurt, the sorrow)
Words adorn the base of my wrist
Want infiltrates my mind like mist
Not caring what you think, I reach and slash-

And when it's over I won't feel again,
Your presence keeps me sane
Now that you're going to go away
I won't be here to play.


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